For a long time the only thing that had been bugging me about Matt was the fact that I just had no clue as to what he was doing, and I know that it doesn't sound like much, but to me it annoyed me at times, and made me curious.
And then out of the blue he texts me the other day, and although I had no clue as to what to do at the start, I know that I don't want to keep in touch with him, and that I don't want him anywhere near me or Craig or anyone else that I care about because of his destructive nature, I asked him what he was doing and how his r'ship with his mum was like now etc...all the things that really used to get on my nerves (only when they came into my head, which was very rarely!).
So, he's doing what he was gonna do all alog, which is good, he's studying and I have no idea of his mental status, but it seems more firm than it has been. The thing with him is that he has such an addictive personality that it makes you want to keep in contact with him, and like a drug it has withdrawal symptoms along with it too.
I'm glad that he's doing what he wants, but I have no desire to keep in touch with him.
But then thats closure isn't it- a bringing to an end, a conclusion.
I just needed it, like sometimes we need to hear the word sorry even if its such a massive thing that the other person has done, if they had never apologised for it then it would be bugging me for ages. So there it is- its been closed.
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