After 6 months of applying to be a bank HCA, I have FINALLY got my first shift tomorrow...scared? nah....more like petrified!
Things that are running through my head:
* What if I screw up?
* What if I don't enjoy it anymore?
* What if I can't do it anymore?
* What if they don't like me/ I don't like them?!
I know these are all 'what if's' but they're still scary! I want to be able to go into a nice atmosphere, a nice working one, and be able to work my hardest and best at it, and to be able to enjoy it (I'm working on the EMU ward which stands for Emergency Medical Unit) which is like a slower version of A&E, the good thing about this is that after working here I can, in affect work anywhere in the Hospital, but the bad thing about it is that if you miss something important then you're in big trouble. I also hope that I manage to survive the shift without falling down because of exhaustion at the end of it!
I am actually looking forward to it too, I hope my work for uni can stand up to this (as in, I hope that I can actually do some work during the holidays!) so I can get on top of the work load. That will be good!
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