Waiting

Waiting

Seems like the longest time
To reclaim what’s really mine.

My destiny, future and job all wrapped up in one.

Why has this become

Such a difficult time?

A time where I have a schedule of what to watch on telly.

Thinking that I could go for a coffee with a friend,

But none reply.

I feel slightly depressed, de-motivated, un-used, ‘un’

I would love to look at myself from God’s perspective,

See what He thinks and makes of this.

Of Chester, Cardiff, Stoke

Which of these is best, A, B or C?

Floating in this liminal land,

On the threshold but never knowing

With this limbo frame of mind

Which way we’re going.

Hopefully somewhat soon

A light will come to guide us

The direction will become clear,

We move and we are happy with where we are.

We are used well, and we fulfil that next step in our life.

We know what God sees in us and we can reach that potential.

We know the way to go.

But for now,

All I can do is wait.

So this is how I feel, I wrote it just now. It best explains what I'm going through at the moment.