I need to remember, God knows the best for me, and even though it seems like I have to crawl sometimes rather than walk (humility) its the best thing for me. Sometimes forgetting how much he loves me I can wander in my own little world, thinking that what I ahve is so much better than anything that he could give me, so not true. Whatever God has given me, its obviously been from him, and yeah you say obviously and I say obviously too, but sometimes (most of the time) you just forget it, or you feel so inadequate to do anything for God, I mean if you truly think about it, we can't do anything for him, we just have to be thankful to him.
I want to sprint before I can run, and run before I can walk, I need to learn to kneel on the dusty floor and crawl. Too proud? Know all the answers?
I'm just on the tip of learning all the basics. Its such an unfathomable depth, how will we ever know everything? How can we ever begin to understand? It blows my mind just contemplating any one of God's promises for me, for example, he knew me before the foundations of the earth.. he created me for his pleasure - huh?! Amazing yet so complex.
The thing that astounds me so much is that God wants to know us! He loves us! We say this so often, and hear it, but does anyone fully know the benefit? The sheer amazing-ness of this truth.
I keep feeling comatosed.
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