In 2008 I got married, which was brilliant, but I think I may have lost something of 'myself ' in that which I need to get back. I have been searching for it for a long time now and still can't put my finger on it, maybe I lost this before I was maried, but it's what it makes me me that I need to get back.
Maybe I need to do something, just one thing, each day that is totally 'me' as I don't want to lose my unique take on life.
I want to try something new every week (I was going to write every day, but that might be a bit enthusiastic!)
Maybe the 'me' I'm looking for is the one pre matt(2).
What is 'the ultimate me?' - the most me that I can be?
* CARING - so much so that I create deeper friendships with more than a few people, I give myself to others in time and energy
* FUN - inviting more friends round, even people from church that I'm worried about inviting back to our tiny flat
* SOCIABLE/FRIENDLY - creating social events and going to them!
* INTELLECTUALLY/INSPIRING/LEADERSHIP - I want to set something up that will help others, whether that be in a form of a charity or help to some people or leading others/ maybe something at church re: leadership.
* NOT GIVING UP ON MYSELF - BEING AMBITIOUS AND FULFILLING THESE AIMS
so what does this mean in my daily life?
1.) Trying new things that I love - singing in the band again, volunteering for youth work at church.
2.) Having a DVD girly night at our flat
3.) Keep on writing (poems/stories) Keep on creating art
4.) Keep up deep friendships with others
Right, so these are some practical ideas to keep me from going insane! :O)
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