Do you ever feel like you are coasting through life, not learning from experiences that happen around you or that you go through life just being a bit blase and lazy when it comes to challenges? I think thats how I feel at the moment. I feel like I'm doing the minimum I need to get by, and then just taking the rest for granted. Like for example my job at the light project, I feel like I could have done so much more with the time that I was given, but a lot of that time was spent fitting in and seeing how things went through the year and seeing how I fit into that structure, and also planning a wedding and going through different jobs and temporary jobs, and I feel that I've been a passenger for the past year. I need to take hold of the metaphorical steering wheel and start doing things that I need to, not what I should do to get by. But I feel also that this year has been a tad wasteful. What have I achieved? What have I passed onto others? What have I gained from this year?
A lot of this year I feel like I've been blagging things. And I feel that I've let people down.
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