Life; its been very weird lately. And by saying that I don't really know why, which is strange in and of itself, as I can normally reason things in my own mind. This week for instance... Half the things that have happened, I would never have guessed I would do at the start, some being good, others being not so, some having good consequences and others not good. Yesterday I think was my weirdest day in Chester to date. In the morning, I met with my small group, which was normal and cool. Then I went to a drop in centre for people who are homeless, just to help out, and give them food, chat with them, give them blankets etc.. I found that the zeal they had for life really challenged me, they were so positive, it was amazing, these people being really positive kind of helped the conversation go into spiritual things, and where they stood with what they believed.
Then the not so good came later on that evening, when I went out with my housemates, I mean I loved going out with them all, but I had had such a big tea that I was stone cold sober, and when it comes to dancing you have to be slightly more up for it (well I do anyway) and so I got another drink, and that one was a bit too much really, I should have stopped with the one before, I suppose you can fill in the gaps with what people thought, and I was ashamed. I mean nothing too bad happened, I was just a bit jolly- now I know my limits!
I'm finding it a bit difficult to do my work too, lack of motivation or whatever, I dunno, but the week goes so quickly its silly! It comes round to monday morning and then I realise that I haven't done a bit of work that I was supposed to, or something like that! oops! I should be well more organised really.
Btw, Bex, I would love to see you but still need to think of a time that I could feel more relaxed (not with so much work to be handed in) I think the best time to come and see you was probably late October or november, but I would love to come maybe in the new year.x
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